For context read the last two blogs regarding this topic:
Day 34- Reactions to Church/Religion
Day 35- Reactions to Church/Religion- Identifying Points
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see religious/spiritual people as less than me because I have created a negative relationship towards religion/spirituality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have judgements and negative reactions towards religious/spiritual people because I have not accepted and given myself the UNDERSTANDING as to WHY religious/spiritual people have embraced religion/spirituality into their lives.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ignore the fact that people have been programmed to search for a power outside of themselves as a form of protection and that choosing to walk alone and accept self responsibility and letting go of relying on a higher power is a difficult task that only those who are willing to accept the challenge will see the deception behind religion/spirituality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a "cocky" attitude towards religion/spirituality and people who have embraced it into their life as a form of understanding for that which is beyond the physical instead of seeing that for someone to have the REAL inside of what is beyond the physical they would have had to come across Desteni and have accepted to willingly walk process for themselves.
I forgive myself for NOT accepting and allowing myself to place myself in the shoes of religious/spiritual people and gain a perspective of where they are coming from with the presented action/behavior/belief given the fact that I have been walking process and have come across enough information through the DEsteni Material to have an UNDERSTANDING as to why people would have accepted religion/spirituality in their lives.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for anger towards religion/spirituality to direct my actions and behavior towards religious/spiritual people because I don't know how to direct the point myself when placed in situations where I encounter religious/spiritual people.
MAP of the PROBLEM
The reaction comes from the judgement, the judgement comes from me not knowing how to direct myself in those situations, the lack of self direction comes from not knowing how to word myself in those situations, not knowing how to word myself in those situations comes from how I have processed the general information and my understanding of it which shows me that my starting point to receiving this information was that of trying to prove to others that they are wrong which ultimately lead to my inability to speak about the topic with common sense by entering into a reaction. And so it circles.
I forgive myself for accepting allowing myself to let myself have a starting point of "trying to prove someone else wrong" realizing that this starting point is ineffective as it carries the negative polarity charge within the very beginning of itself.
So I am in the process of listening to some of the interviews regarding this topic and I must change my starting point to that of UNDERSTANDING the bigger picture, placing it into perspective so that I can talk about it without entering a reaction.
Next Blog-Learning how to direct myself with common sense and UNDERSTANDING when encountering religious/spiritual people and removing the negative reactions- changing my starting point.