Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Day 168- Living Words- Dancing

This is part of the series “Living Words"

I really enjoy dancing but sometimes I feel like my dancing is forced. I tried recoding myself dancing and when I watched it I did not like it. While dancing I was aware of my recording and I can feel a lot of thoughts going through about how I appeal to the camera. And then there is times where I don't have thoughts going through while dancing and I am able to feel the flow of my movements.

Some ways to sound the word dancing:

-dan-sing
-d-ancying



Redefinition: Dancing: A movement of self to express with a sound/music/melody/beat. Feeling the music itself and having my body respond to it with direction-to be one with the sound.

Day 167- Living Words- Self Motivation

This is part of the series “Living Words"

When it comes to motivation I am not very motivated for a lot of thing. Most of my life I have spent with “going with the flow” which at one point I used to think it was the way of life. But walking with Deteni, I have come to realize that motivation is something that needs to come from within as self expression- not for manipulative reasons. So riding on the “going with the flow” wave is only 50% of using what is here physically in my reality- the other 50% is how I direct myself in relation to what is here. So the self direction is the actual motivation (self motivation if you will). The self motivation starting point is the decision of how to move myself with what is here in my reality and what I can do and create.

Some ways to sound out the word motivation:

-motive-action (as in give myself a motive)
-activation
-mot-I-v-ation



Redefinition: Self Motivation: The motive is a movement- to be self motivated means to move myself using what is here in the physical.

Day 166- "If you don't....., I'll leave you!"

"If you don't....., I'll leave you!"

This is a common used phrase by many parents towards their younger children. And I am guilty of having used it with my son-especially when he was a toddler. It seems harmless because I know that I would not leave him behind and I am only saying these words so that he would come with me. When looking it at it it is actually a scare tactic used by parents to "keep" their children in control.

I recall we were at the store and my toddler son was having fun by a fountain in the store area and we were ready to go but he was not. So I told him that if he does not come I will leave him there. And I walked away (hiding but still having my eye on him). At the time he did not seem to care as he was engaged with the water in the fountain so I had to go pick him up and we left with him screaming on top of his lungs in the whole store. Regardless I kept using this phrase as he was growing and he began to not like it when I said it. He would start crying and still did not end up coming with me. But I am sure this works on many children in one way or another.

So I have not used this in a long time- I realized that what I was saying to him is that he can't trust me. How can his mother leave him behind? Even though he was not realizing that concept (me leaving him behind) when he was younger, he did grow to dislike it.

When you say something like this to your child, what are you really showing them from their perspective of hearing it.- That you would abandon them if they don't follow your directions? How is that building support and trust relationship with your child in the long run? It is not. And today may be this but tomorrow this scare tactic can be something else- and children will remember subconsciously.

I have learned 3 important things when it comes to building trust with your children:
Don't lie to your children (even in good faith), Don't break promises and Don't say you will abandon them if they are not listening.