Tuesday, January 31, 2017

Day 185- I am Grateful for DESTENI

I am grateful for the existence of DESTENI and for having the opportunity to walk with this group of people because I have learned so much about life itself throughout my years of being part of this group. I am grateful for my personal buddy whom I speak to every week and I share and work on solutions with to better my life, to appreciate my life. I am grateful that I have opened myself to make DESTENI part of my family (even if it is not by blood relation). I am grateful that I can come up on the VIBER chat platform and share anything I am walking with the group and I will always receive support and assistance one way or another. I am grateful that I can also offer my support and assistance when someone else is in need. I am grateful that I have chosen to be part of the DESTENI group and no matter what I have not given up on myself, on my process even when I am at my lowest points of mind experiences that say: "Give up, it is easier to walk "blindfolded"." I am grateful that I have been introduced to the tools of self investigation, self forgiveness, self corrective application and self commitment. Without those tools process is much harder to walk life. I am grateful that I have given myself the opportunity to apply the tools and realize/see for myself the effectiveness it has on myself and other's lives (who are using the tools as well). I am grateful that I have given myself the chance/opportunity to be part of the DESTENI group and to meet awesome people who have the same vision for respecting life in the physical. I am a better version of myself and continue to shape myself every day because of the existence of DESTENI. Thank You!

Day 184- I am Grateful for Family

I am grateful for the people in my life that offer assistance and support. People who I can call family (blood related or not) because they are here for me when I experience a hard time or a smooth time. People who offer their support unconditionally because they care of my general well being. I am grateful that I have someone whom I can go to and talk and share something that is bothering me and that someone can offer to listen, or share their perspective and advice. I am grateful for family that I can cry to (release emotional build ups) and/or work on a solution. I am grateful for having people to walk life process with me directly or indirectly.

Day 183- I am Grateful For Life

I am grateful for LIFE. When I say life I don't mean the systematic world we live in because that world can be rather depressing for all the nasty shit we allow to exists. When I say "life" I refer to the life force in all of us that gives us the opportunity to breathe, exists, move on Earth, in the physical. I am grateful that I can wake up every morning and take a deep breath and use everyday as an opportunity to learn something new and to create something new. I am grateful for being able to use my touch to explore the physical and with this understand what it means to be aware, to be part of this life force. I am grateful that I have found myself in a position to be able to see/realize/understand to create space for appreciation for LIFE because I can see that this is hard for the mind to comprehend, thus I am grateful that I have chosen to be open to walk a path of self awareness and expanding my self awareness as LIFE here in the physical. 

Day 182- I am Grateful For...

Awhile ago I wrote a blog where I mentioned that I was inspired to look at the word "grateful" and I wanted to do a series of things that I am grateful for.
I have noticed myself going through up and down moments where I would allow myself to fall into depression because I ma not satisfied with something that is going on in my personal life. I am sure there are many people experiencing the same wave of ups and downs. As I looked deeper into the experience of depression it was aways something about victimizing myself, something not going my way and instead of investigating that something- I would allow the depression feeling to creep in and possess me for a bit.
So I am making these series of the things that "I am grateful for..." as a reminder to myself and also a way to appreciate my life. I am going to test this, and see what opens up within the context of appreciation and gratefulness.